the phone too
it trembled and glowed
its blue light
at the shock of what it had received
she hates to see me chipper
because i was the one
and i don't understand
how hard it is for her
i reply
some bullshit
because i can't say
one of the many things
i would like to say:
i miss you
i hate you
i'm trying not to rub salt in the wounds
i've hurt you
i've hurt me
i still love you
so i say
i know, i'm sorry
and she says
no, you really, really
don't know
just keep on with your chipper
fucking mornings and gigs
and forget about me
well
i can't
i want to
i hate you
i miss you
i've hurt you
i hate me, and
i still love you
(c) Dave Selby 2010
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